” I just wish I did. Now everything is just full of illusions. I’ve been vomiting for the past days. Lack of appetite is just shitty. Sleep is a mess too. Waking up at 3 has been a habit in as sense that my eyelids wont drop. I feel wide awake. I was waiting for the moon to collapse behind the heavy clouds and the wind, it was so cold. The breeze was familiar. I swear it is. It was like someones voice. I just wish for a Goodnight sleep for tomorrow, It’ll be haunting me again. It will.